A True Dawson.

For those of you who know me in real life, you know about my weird obsession with the greatest movie of all time, Titanic. Not for the obvious reasons however. Yes, I will agree that Leo is smoking hott in the movie, but that's not really why I like it.
    Titanic aired on E! today and of course I was going to watch it. Even though I literally know every line in the movie, I see things differently each time I get to lay my eyes on this masterpiece. One day, I will notice the tiny scars on Jack's foreheard and wonder where he got them. Another day I would notice how pale Rose was right before she got saved. Today, I finally noticed why I was in love with the movie. It wasn't Jack's beauty or my envious feeling towards Rose, but the relationship the two had. I mean, how often do you fall in love in just a few days? Yeah, I know, Jasmine, thats totally impossible. Maybe it is, I don't know but I can hope it's not.Hope is all that Jack had, and that and his will kept Rose alive while he died for her. They say love is a powerful thing, but mixing it with hope can bring a whole shit load of unstoppable.
     Besides, I think that everyone deserves their own Jack/Rose (Depending on the gender, really). If one acts as nice, talented, and loyal as Jack, they deserve their own Rose! And if someone posseses the trust Rose does, then they deserve a Jack! I guess, that's just my pathetic little way of saying I want to be loved. Weird right?

Awkward Part 2.

For once in my life, was speechless and let me tell you, it is not fun. Let's see....have you ever been to Mexico? Or France? Or some other place that speaks some foreign language? That's how I felt last night. Everytime Dawson said something to me I totally blanked. My mind when into panic mode and nothing came out of my mouth except for my Awkward Noise (which sounds kind of like this all high pitched like "yeaaahbuuutahhhhh I, I, uh eh, meeeahhh."). Other than that, last night was one of the top Fridays of my life.
      To compensate for the whole Dawson thing, I've on of my best friends, James. I know he knows about my "history" with Dawson and he can tell when I'm down. Which is why he is so FUCKING awesome. I seriously couldn't ask for a better friend.