Regret.

verb (used with object)

1.

to feel sorrow or remorse for (an act, fault, disappointment, etc.): He no sooner spoke than he regretted it.

 

According to the oh so reliable Dictionary.com, that up there is what the world regret means. It's a bit ironic how the  example sentence relates directly to me, isn't it? For those of you who read my last post, you might understand what's going down. If you don't, well that's just too damn bad.

     Everyone has gone though a stage of regret. If you haven't, well go back to your home planet you fucking alien. You're human. I'm human. We all regret something. Remeber that lottery ticket you should have bought, but didn't? Remember that dream vacation you should have taken, but didn't feel like spending a few bucks? Remember that insurance commercial that I'm trying to reference, but not doing a very good job of? Well, in maybe a month or even a year from now, I'm going to look back on this day and say, "Remeber when you told Dawson everything, but should have kept it to yourself? Yeah, you lost a friend that day." In every super lame romantic breakup movie I've seen, that let's stay friends line breaks out. Let's face it though, how often do they stay friends?

     If you can't tell, things didn't go as planned and I am a tad upset about it. If only I could just jump into a modified Delorean, punch in some numbers, and stop myself from ever telling Dawson. Or better yet, not even meet him. However, we all know that that would fuck up the space time continuum and cause a rip in...something. Then, I'd have to go back and fix everything and in the end, it would just be a huge waste of gas, but hey, if Marty McFly can do it, why can't I? Oh, because space travel is impossble, damn. Well, I'm just rambling now, and this post is a bit depressing, isnt it? This is what babysitting all day does to me. I promise the next entry won't suck as bad and will be much happier. Ta ta for now.