Something Dark, Something Unwanted.

I lay in the dark in my winter clothes,
Seldom silence all around,
I shiver in fear.

I lay in the dark in my winter clothes.
Across the hazed sky, something sharp shines.
Adrenaline rush.
Impulse acting.
I take a deep breath,
It cuts into me.

I lay in the dark in my winter clothes.
Across the hazed sky, something sharp shines.
Worries spill as blood down my skin, warming me.
The silence screams, the fear uncontrollable.
Adrenaline rush, implulse acting,
I cry.
I can't handle this.

I lay in the dark, bare and naked.
The sky is dark.
My blood is spilled.
I breathe in shame
And I cry.
I can't handle this.