Alone in Wonderland

     Well, I haven't been on this on almost literally a year, but that's because I haven't had the need to complain about my boy problems to anyone and thats only because I don't have any. Up until now that is.
     Now, let me start from the beginning. Dawson, wasn't ever a real person, just a nickname I gave some boy I thought I liked. He probably meant the world to me at some point, but honestly I can't even remember who he is. We all go through those stages though, right? Those lovey dovey childish moments where you think you're deeply madly in love with someone kind of seem ridiculous to look back upon. I mean, what was I? Thirteen? Bitch please.
     I've been through a shit ton a lot since then. Well, not really. I'm the same person, just with more experiences. It's like I've finally learned how to live and well, almost die too.
     You probably weren't expecting that curve ball, huh? Well, let me tell you, neither was I. I used to be totally happy-go-luck Jasmine without a care in the world, but that's because I was blind. It was as if I was totally asleep, immune to everything that hurt in the world and I was living in some sort of wonderland, but at least Alice eventually woke up.
    
I had found myself a Jabberwock, with jaws that bite and claws that catch,
located the vicious jubjub bird, and came into contact with the bandersnatch.
But alas, I had no vorpal sword in hand, no protection and I had been caught.
Imbedded in mind, ideas so unkind, death at my hand I'd sought.

One, two! One, two! And through and though
Beasts with their arsenal went under attack
They put in my head, that I should be dead
Though I knew there was no going back

So the bandersnatch and the jubjub bird had gathered around my arms
And the jabberwock with claws so sharp, told me to prep myself for harm
He cut my arm with fast quick swipes, I'd let out a single tear
When he drew my blood, the damage was done, my motive had been clear.

But before I was forever stuck in Wonderland, a hatter had appeared.
He took my hand, showed me love, and wiped away my tears.
And now together we fight those vicious beasts, the bird and bandersnatch are in
Now just one more and the Wonderland War will be a fully faited win.

     Well, wasn't that just great? I mean, I'm defintly no Lewis Carroll and the orignal, "Jabberwocky" is far better and cooler than anything I  could come up with. Anyways, if you're smart, you could probably interprete that how you wish and chances are you're right. I'm going to try and write more this year, but for now I should go to sleep as its 2:31 in the morning and I've a math test tomorrow.